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SHAFTS OF GOLD
A lifetime Journey
I had a nightmare last night but not about my life, these memoirs, WORLD trauma, or the searing loss of our daughter but about a dog. A lonely dog!
Today I believe I had a personal revelation of how we ALL if flowing in God’s Gifts whether it be writing, music, art etc are sensitive people to the point where our creative and visionary sensitivity must be seen and acknowledged as being both glorious and potentially dangerous.
How necessary it is to have a relationship with a Divine God or we could be consumed, swallowed up like the image above Something to think about,
The dark Night of the soul is a reality but God says. WALK ON……..ONLY IN THE LIGHT, See in the morning and the Dawn.
On this morning of Thursday 19th August.2021. I woke with a deep question in my heart and mind. Why had I written all these Chapters.? Why now I have finished the wanderings and searchings of my soul and the answers I have found. Why today again do the deep pains of the world still resonate so strongly in my mind and spirit. Yes, I release them. I have had confirmation from the 8th chapter of Romans v.18 and 19
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
For the earnest expectations of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the children of God.
Indeed no vaccine will fix it all permanently. Not politics, nothing HUMANITY can orchestrate.
Why did I feel so passionate about writing SHAFTS. I have found my deepest answers. This is simply my journey. MY DISCOVERY. ?
This is the endeavour to complete an understanding of the complex searchings of my life’s journey.
This is a short final Chapter but I now surrender the whole to Him. The Purpose of why it has all been penned is now in His Hands. At least it has been recorded for posterity. God alone NEVER CHANGES.
A Journey of learning. growing insight and profoundly DEEP SORROW. It as been written. Thanks be to Him for Strength and inspiration, and ability to continue to LIVE life fully.
The spiritual journey of 2021 has had to be written. The God Who has been with us during grief and the ongoing Coronavirus and what I now KNOW about HIM will, if He gives me the ability to express, be how Shafts of Gold will be concluded. Chapter 29 Please God I can simply express just how GREAT and inexplicable this TRINITARIAN God I have discovered on my life’s journey really is.
AWESOME GOD OF ABSOLUTE HOLINESS, Yet SPIRIT as ethereal as the very air HE puts into our lives. Prayer valued as I write on.
A note that I have only yesterday Completed Chapters 27 and 27B.
I had no idea when I began Chapter 27 that the 2020 Covid year would be for me such a spiritual journey. Thanksgiving for 50 years of marriage. The unusual blessings of Covid amid world sorrow, and the facing of the looming cloud in our personal lives.
Maybe Chapter 28 when it is completed will complete The Shafts aspect of my faith discoveries. Certainly I pray not the end of my life. As a little child there is much to still learn. For now in July 2021 I am holding on to HIM tenaciously as I listen to Him about how to complete this which I began, So many memories, so much learning and growing. I pray I can write and complete to surrender unto Him before the year ends.
2019 – Chapter 26 is complete. The journey from here on is about Covid and personal significant life changes nothing to do with the pandemic but in the midst of it all and life ABOVE when you Know the Lord.
Chapter 24 now completed. So much understanding of the supernatural nature of God continues to be manifest in my own life. This chapter includes the Visionary Pacemaker insert operation of 2016. Like a small child I marvel at WHO HE really is. The rest of the story still has honesty of human weakness and what He can do with ‘surrender’.